Posted by: effingwishes | April 14, 2014

41414 – Back to basics

I love, LOVE, love good “math days”. Yesterday started a week of palindromes – 4/13/14, 4/14/14… i think this makes this week lucky.

It’s also perfect timing because last week Sucked. The expectations I have of myself tend to be too much. I am way to hard on myself and try and fail and get sucked into anxiety and crazy. Sometimes I find myself feeling guilty for being happy and waiting for the shoe to drop doesn’t make sense.

I’m back to making a conscious effort to tone down the nutball. Spring is coming. This means time to be back out in the yard, time to attend summer concerts, kisses in the rain and sunshine, and driving with the sunroof open and music blaring. Time to get back to me and the things that make me happy. I let the happenings of the winter months completely drag me down into ick. Now i have to work ubber hard to stay out of there and keep my face turned to the sun.

I found an Apache Blessing that I’ve written on my white board and need to commit to memory and recite daily until being happy, positive and sunny isn’t such hard work. I can be back to witty and funny, sunny and goofy in no time. Thank goodness!!

“May the sun bring you new energy by day, may the moon softly restore you by night, may the rain wash away your worries, may the breeze blow new strength into your being. May you walk through the world and know its beauty all the days of your life.”


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